Krislynn Rain's Page

Hi My name is Krislynn, I'm 26 years old,
I Live in Southern California...

.:MY Jackson STORY!:.

I've been a fan, pretty much since I can remember... I was brought up very old school, on Motown music So it started with the Jackson 5...But I didnt come to realise just who Michael Jackson was until "1989"/"1990"... Thats been about, olmost 19 years since that time... Tho I was reaised on Motown, by my dad! My dad never approved of Michael's solo career and hated me, liking him from the get go! I was never allowed to like Michael out loud or show feelings for him. when I did, dad always would find a way to pull me away! I always felt like, that dad was pulling me by one hand, and I was reaching out trying to keep hold of Michael with the other hand...But Michael has never been far from my thoughts & prayers!

If I would hear about a new short film being released on Mtv Or a Concert being showed on televison! I would figure out away to see it behind My dad's back, That may seem awful, but when you grow up in the situation I did, with a hard ass for a father,You find ways around it, to have things you love and adore in your life, no matter what...

These days, I am very open and very clear about being a Jackson Fan! After olmost 19 years of struggling, bordering on a fine line between Dad and Michael, My Dad is no longer in my life, by his choice, not mine! He disowned me, two years ago! I tried for so long to keep him in my life, because he's my father and I loved him...But some where down the line, as much as it hurts, you have to learn to just let go. because I've realised now that If he dosent want to be in my life, he simply just dosnt love me enough to be there...

And knowing that, living with it, dealing with it every day, Is heard, but you be strong,
pick up the pieces move on with life, Try not to look back on bad memories, but keep moving forward!!! My Mom, Still tells me stories of how she use have a crush on Michael, when she was 14/15 years old. My mom is only a year older then Mike. (Matter of a fact, My Mom, is the same age is Marlon Jackson, His birthday is March 12, 1957 My Mother's is March 9, 1957.) Sometimes I am in all, Because to me, when I think of Michael, I think of youth, a burst of energy, I always have to remind myself that Mike is 50 years old! He's always young at heart to me, I'll Always think of him that way!

I have always loved Michael's Voice, songs and his dancing. I think I love to watch him dance more then anything. Its very unique how he moves. But then again Mike is a very unique person, I love how sweet and loving he is to his fans, I've never seen another celebirty say " I Love You!" to his or her fans and really Mean it, the way that Michael means it! He isn't affraid to tell us that he loves us. Its not just Michael, I've noticed that with many of the Jackson's they are just very loving towards people, especially fans! Its rare to find that in public figurs. I Adore, that the most about the Jackson's!

And I always tell my mom that 2 generations of Woman from our family has loved Michael, My Mom in the earily to Mid 70's (up until she got married.) Then in the 80's Her Sister, My Auntie Really got into Mike, Then by the time the 90's hit, My sister Angel, And I we're swept away by Michael, too... Oh we loved him so much by 1992, that we're wearing button up over shirts, white tape on our fingers and hats...

See, My Sister and I grew up on the road, We've been all over atlest half of the US map! growing up we moved every year, somtimes every 6 months, Dad was always ready to move on the next thing, As a result; All I remember early on in life is endless packing, moving, being in and out of cars, trucks, vans. we we're up and down the road so much, you would think we we're on tour or something! We lived in a endless string of motels, or camping out. As another result; I am more comfortible in vehicle's on the road, then anywhere else, almost like its home! So its been quit a aventerous 20 years...

The Jackson music has always been a place where we could excape reality and tough times, all the traveling, packing, moving, It helped us deal with how life was, then! These days, my family is in all directions living thier own lives! I live in one place, And The only trips I take, are on the amtrak across the map, to visit my sister, Angel in Indiana where she lives with her two beautiful children and soon to be husband.

But, No matter where I've been in life or where I'm going, along the way, Michael & his family are right there with me, through their music. They have been in my life so long now, That I dont really remember them not being there, Its like they have become part of my family, apart of me...I'm Just as protective of The Jackson's as I am over my Family...

"A LIFE TIME OF LOVE AND RESPECT, MICHAEL! FROM ME AND MY FAMILY, TO YOU AND YOURS!!!"

I Love You, More! - Krislynn :)

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Hi, This Project is something i've been working on for the last 11 months, And now inlight of the current situation
its turnd into a huge tribute project to Michael, Its also known as
the Hush Hush Project! The reason its
called hush hush is because i am very protective of my work, And
dont want to reveil to much more then I have to about the project! other then that
there is a Fan section, and thats where you all come in, I am
looking for fans who would like to contribute to this project, When
The project is finished I will unveil it to you... The deadline is
January 1st, 2010... I am looking for the fallowing:
Artwork: of Michael or that pertains to Michael in someway, Doodles, sketches, paintings, digital art, wallpaper, photo collages, etc.
Photos: Photos of you took with Michael, Novelty photos of You and Michael put together, Concert photos, just exsperiances with Michael in general...
Writings: Poems, letters, notes, songs, short stories, experiances, etc. Pretty much anything you want to contribute with in G or PG 13 reason.... Any fan, from any walk of life from all over the world is welcome to contribute to this
project... Simply email me what you would like to add to this project: MJLFC@msn.com If you
have any questions please email me... I need the Name of
artist/writer, there age, where you are from along with the Item
your contributing... ALL WORKS MUST BE ORIGINAL/ YOUR WORK!!!
Thank You, Krislynn MJLFC